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ekceli, tajuk sebelum & selepas tu ecah nk kensel dulu..ecah wt entri lain nnt...ni ecah nk cite pasal..


CINTA JARAK JAUH @ JJ (bukan jaya jusco ye..hihi)


hmm..rase terpanggil nk cite pasal cinta JJ lepas bace entri Carl Samsudin..merana cik abg 2 sbb jauh dr belle comel die..hehe..well, incik Carl baru merasa cinta JJ ni ye???tp in my love life, it's all about Cinta JJ..dari dulu smpai skang..haha..korang nk tau kesah??jom ecah stori exclusively coz ecah jrg cite psl my abg gambo..ade pon sipi2 je kn??hehehe


2007
this time dh knal pakwan in about 1 year..during my computer class..(it's like a college, have u ever heard of PRODATA?tempat budak2 Felda amek kursus komputer for 6 month +-)ha..mase tu 2006 and ecah bukan kawan ngat pon ngn die..mcm kenal2 bese la sbb x sekelas n plus, die pon ade awek mase tu..hehe


knal after grad kt kursus tu..pertengahan 2006 smpai hujung taun...kawan2 bese lg and we met sekali jek, bulan 12..just friends ehh...


then 2007, kire kapel la kan..mase tu ecah form 6 upper..kt skolah mane blh bawak nset...so, gayut mlm kt public phone tp xleh la lame sbb org lain pon nk guna...sebulan sekali jek kot gayut or msg2..and this time ecah x expect pon die setia..of coz ade pempuan lain ni..hahaha


and we met ONCE, bulan 6 ke 7 gitu la...kebetulan die nk jumpe kwn die kt kg ecah ni...selit2 jela jumpe..huhu


2008
ecah masuk UTM end of June..then we met on Independence Day (31 August) then we decided tarikh ni macam officially tarikh kapel la..xtau knape but we agreed like that..pdhal xtau bile declare pon..haha..there, jumpe sekali..


then masa raya, ecah kate xyah la datang..my mom and dad mmg garang and x bagi kapel2 ni..and they're like, sape die tu?Majistret?Lawyer?Doktor?Ahli Musik x mainnnn..haha..memilih gila kot...but then, pakwan ckp x kenal maka x cinta..die ngn gentleman nye nak jugak jmpe mak abah ecah...so i said, dtg la kalo berani and this time i was like, -THE END-abes la aku pasni..tkt jadi mcm drama Ibu Mertuaku pulak kan???


tapi....it goes well ya'll!abah ok je..terima die ngan positif and mom...u know what??like fall in love pulakkk..."bagus nye die"....."baik"..and bla.bla.bla...like all the bad things they thought about him just gone and like it's never said...haha..Alhamdulillah


and there's our meeting/dating in that year-TWICE


2009
i met pakwan once, or twice lupe (dating kt kuantan, kejap jek pon)..but to be exact raya die datang la..


i conclude maybe we've met TWICE or 3 Kali laaa..quite vague la memory for this year..


2010
haa..ecah praktikal kt PPUM (bulan 5-7), then he's already worked at UiTM Shah Alam..ecah dok plak kt Pantai Dalam...so, in 3 months time, memang jumpa selalu..agak culture shock..mane kiteorg x g, mid?sunway piramid?sunway lagoon?the mines?u said it..Pangkor pon kiteorg g la beb..hahaha..blasah cukup2 la..but note this, masih terkawal okey..xde la so...sial sume tu..my pakwan quite traditional sket....."dh knal mak ayah kne jaga nama keluarga" like..bla.bla.bla..okey then,bgus la kannn?ha


and i met his family once..^_^


then as usual, raya die datang umah..well, mak dh suka kan..tiap kali raya mesti tanye..hehe..


oh, so masa ni jumpa banyak kali dlm masa 3 bulan then ONCE time raya..


2011
yeyyy..i loooove 2011..jumpa pakwan masa birthday die..3 days straight..sbb ecah g shah alam buat suprise then he came to UTM with me to spend time with my fellow friends..nk knal my kawan2 kate nye..ok la, my kawan2 pon spoting..siap wt suprise bagai kt die...hehe...


then 2nd time ecah gi kenduri kawan, die ikot and i stayed at his home kt kampung sbb ade kenduri doa selamat (with his famlily okeyy)


then again tgok mak pakwan kt IJN, stayed at her sister's home at cheras..everyone's there since we're looking for his sick mother (alhamdulillah sihat skang..just had to meet doktor for follow up la)..but xde la jmpe pakwan sgt sbb he's busy with wedding job..i stayed at home like  good housewife and sometimes klua g IJN la ngn sis die..hehe


and twice during my stayed at KL..sambil intebiu sambil dating..haha..nope, die bwk ecah g intebiu la...then spent some times with her little sister..not so little la, sebaya ecah..


thennnnn..alhamdulillah, i got the job...and going to start this 1 July..and yeayy..this is the first time that we officially duduk in one state, got a stable time to meet like "nk jumpe weekend ni?okey!"..."mlm ni nk ajk g uptown?then, fine..pick me up at 9pm" something like that la...sebab?dekat kan...tp xtau la nnt mcm mane..masing2 keje...ecah plak 6 days per week keje...huhu


CONCLUSION
THERE, my chronology of love..


ingat senang nk keep in touch and keep on loving each other just by phone?i had every thing in mind..stories that i heard...and i turns to be, just fine..


sebabnye?i put my whole trust on him and vice versa..and i understand his job (which is everyday working hour and weekend ade job kawen la, photoshoot la..mesti jumpe model..bla.bla.bla)


xkn die x curang?x layan pmpuan lain ke kan?boleh ke die tahan kapel mcm 2?and all the thoughts about "lelaki" la kan..


ha...bkn x penah pk..but i just hold this principle la.."kalo ade jodoh x kemana"..and kalo die syg, die xkn buat something bad mcm 2...and again, i just remind him...kalo ade someone yg u suka, that is better than me..cakap jela kn..buat ape nk stay ngn i smpai sekarang because i gave him NOTHING other than love..


yela, saye belajar..die keje..most of the time die yg kluar duet..so, nothing to hold onto selain die syg saye, saye syg die..kalo ade pompuan lain..just go jela kn ngn die..sy xde berbudi apa2 pon ngn die..


tapi..at last..kami mcm tu la...TRUST, LOVE and UNDERSTANDING..


kapel dh lama....xkn nk musnahkn kepercayaan ngn mende remeh temeh kn??so all the couples out there, nothing is wrong with "distance"..as long as u keep on trusting each other...buat mcm saye la..4 yrs in relationship senyum ngn tepon, ktawe ngn tepon, ckp ngn tepon..bak kate org, i had relationship ngn  tepon jela..dh jumpa dlm staun in average 2 or 3 kali je...bila masa u knal attitude die..his expression and so on?voice can tell u everything la...not just eyes and movements..


that's why i learned Psyhchology..so pakwan....u better watch it!!haha


so long dear friends....oohh..entri xde gambo..kapel ngn photo-g but seldomly amek gambo..haha..and if ade pon..xyah tunjuk laa..gelimat!hehe

after review entri, rase nk masuk gak pic..haha.there, during his "wakenabeb" version sambutan hari jadi at Balai Cerap UTM..miss u guys..sob3